I have not been very good latley about keeping my blog updated. I apologize to all of my readers for that. This past weekend was pretty busy. We had a birthday party on Friday night for one of Tim's co-workers and an engagement party on Saturday night for my cousin, Guy. Sunday I had to do a lot of laundry and cleaning that I had let go for awhile. I was to the point where I had the uncomfortable undergarments left to wear. So, I had to do laundry.
This weekend is looking to be somewhat busy as well. We are going to the doctor (gynecologist) to find out what is wrong with us. Because we are not pregnant yet. Some of you know that we have been since February 2009. I am unsure about how I feel about this visit. I don't want anything to be wrong with me or Tim, but I also want a reason why we are not pregnant yet. I really hate going to the gynecologist so I am not looking forward to this visit at all. I will be happy when it is over and we have more information. Then we are supposed to go get our taxes completed because we are kind of running out of time to do them. Saturday we are supposed to go to dinner or something with my family for my birthday. My dreaded birthday that I would rather just pass by as another day and move on with my life. I used to love my birthday. I will count down the days until it came. And I would celebrate for like a whole month before and after the actual day with everyone I know. Now it is just another day. And I am just another year older. Don't get me wrong. I am happy to be here and still be alive, happy, and healthy, but I just don't want to get older. I want to stay in my 20's forever. So, whenever someone asks me my age, I tell them that I am 29.
Tim and I are in the process of planning a vacation to go to San Diego, California for a few days and then drive up the coast of California and visit Tim's brother, Adam and our friend Sabrina in the LA area. Then keep on driving up the coast stopping along the way to see the beautiful scenery of course and eventually making it to Seattle to visit my aunt Theresa and Uncle Russell and cousin Lauryn. Tim has wanted to drive the coast for a long time. And we have talked about it since part of my family moved to Seattle like three years ago or more, but have not gotten around to it. I would have loved to go to Hawaii, but it is just too expensive and we need to save our money. I cannot justify spending 1,000 to 1,800 dollars on our plane tickets. We definitely are going to Hawaii in 2012 because that will be our ten year anniversary and I have always wanted to celebrate it by renewing our vows on the beach. It will be eight years on May 18th. I can hardly believe that we have been married that long. In some ways it seems like it was yesterday and I can remember it clear as day. Time sure does fly. I wouldn't have it any other way. I love Tim so much and I will love him forever. With each passing year, our love and relationship grows stronger and stronger.
Today was such a beautiful day outside. It was 60 degrees and the sun was shining. I wanted to stay outside all day in the sunshine and warmth. I love random days like these that pop up in March. I know it is not going to last, but I will enjoy it while it is here. I don't realize how much I miss the sun/warmth and how much I need it until it randomly comes back into my life and god gives me a beautiful day. Thanks for such an incredible gift.